Okay today I was somehow busy today for no reason but like, literally, I was (as in, I have no idea HOW OR WHAT EXACTLY I WAS DOING BUT IT WAS BACK TO BACK AND START TO FINISH ALL THE WAY THROUGH, ALL IN GOOD WAYS) and YOU KNOW I WAS BUSY BECAUSE I DIDN’T EVEN HAVE TIME TO GO ON PEREZ.
(***I just had to catch up a couple of hours ago, and he did this video on YouTube that for so many reasons blew me away and I don’t think I have the wherewithal to explain them to you now, but words can’t express my love for him, and appreciation in seeing him grow, and this last thing he just did– and I don’t see them all, I don’t watch them all, I don’t follow all of this things, but the one he just did REALLY blew me away on so many levels and for so many reasons specific to me, and anyway, I’m just really proud of him, and to have witnessed his evolution heretofore as a fellow human being.
He’s an AWESOME father, an amazing business man, I have full faith in him as a successfully credible actor, and anything he dreams, because he’s a REALLY POWERFUL MAN and he’s a really freaking cool and open-hearted, open-minded person and I have personally seen him grow– through his freaking CELEBRITY WEBSITE BLOG, like that’s not the most ironic place of all things– an unbelievable amount in the last ten years, and I think it’s absolutely the most wonderful thing. He for me feels like a real friend; his website is THE only website I still go on that I did ten years ago; I basically have never had any kind of web loyalty to anyone or anything, except him. No idea why; there’s just something about him and about it that I find really cool.
I still have different perspectives from him on things, naturally. I just love witnessing him being a person as only he is; and the way he raises his children, and speaks to them in Spanish, the relationship he has with his mom and how FREAKING HILARIOUS she is, and they are, and his dog. Just everything about him, I think is great. The other day in the shower, must have been yesterday, because I just recently started seeing some of his things on Instagram and anyway, just the little bit that I know of him, the way he’s a dad, a son, a blogger, he goes to the gym, he does his podcast, he does his interviews on TV here and there, I was just seeing all these things he does– he takes ACTING classes, like, how does he have time to breathe! I am absolutely blown away.
I was saying to myself, “He has got to be THE busiest person on earth,” and then in this video that I just so HAPPENED to watch– because let me make this clear; I don’t read everything on his site; a lot of it I scroll through. I don’t listen to every podcast, I’ve listened to maybe five total CLIPS; I’ve never heard a full one. I don’t keep up with him religiously, but I do visit his site usually at least once a day, just to keep myself perked on different things for fun. My point of all this being, in this 13 minute video, which I watched the whole thing, he said something about how he is THE busiest person he has ever known, and he was basically SAYING OUT LOUD the things I was saying in my head to myself ABOUT him, the night before. Also, he was saying how he dances with his kids to Gloria Estefan channel on Apple Music. I WOKE UP with Gloria Estefan song (and made it song of the day yesterday) in my head. YESTERDAY. I HAVEN’T HEARD OF HER OR EVEN SAID HER NAME IN YEARS.
Now that I think of it, there were SO many other things in the video that he said, that resonated with me and felt like they were… It’s just kind of what I’m getting used to, on one level, and still there are times when things line up and shit happens and I’m literally like, “WHAT THE FUCK UNIVERSE THAT SHIT IS SO COOL; HOW YOU DO THAT, UNIVERSE! HOW YOU DO THAT, FOO!!!”)
There are other things, too, but those were two rather succinct points I was wanting to make. Or not even make, but illustrate. It just really blew me away when he said that. But I also have those things happen to me all day, every day, so in a WAY I’m getting used to them, and in a way you NEVER do, and you NEVER even want to, because they are so meaningful and so fun, and as he was talking about in his video, (this was a video unlike anything I had EVER heard him say before, ever, and it sounded like something which was coming directly from me) they let you know you are on the right trail.*** This was all added LAST. Now onto the rest of the post, which was written hours earlier.)
And now I just noticed that I think I can now go get water at the park, so this post is going to have to wait a bit more…
Okay three hours later (literally)…
I got water, hung out with my neighbors, got beer (for a friend– truth), cupcakes, french fries (all the major necessities in case of getting snowed in by AWESOME WEATHER like 90 degrees that are so fucking nice you never want to step foot inside of a store during the daytime again… That didn’t make sense but I’ve been awake for like, basically all day, so I give myself leeway when I should), did some other things, oh yeah, posted here. Okay. Still have to sew the button back on my dress that popped off during dinner.
Usually it’s my mouth (popping off), so a mere innocent button is a step up, I’d say. Really needing to brush my teeth as well. I’m SO happy the springs are back on! It’s amazing, too because the park has a website, and… well I won’t go into detail (not because I’m being mysterious but literally because it’s just like entirely completely pointless to explain) and the website basically TOLD me when the water was back on; I think I must have been one of the first people to know because I had it pulled up on my phone and randomly looked and it’s been off for days, maybe a week.
So I got spring water, which if you’re a nerd like me, is really really cool cause I’m like a water addict/connoisseur and now that I’m into spring water, it’s kind of hard to go back to tap. But I do what is required because I’m basically Pocahontas in disguise (now that I thought of her once today, it’s not going away).
I don’t know what the point of this writing was at all except…
Let me drink some water and put on chapstick and I’m sure I will recall.
And wipe myself after my pee 🙂
That’s probably first seeing as I’ve been sitting here writing and I have a feeling it’s just humid enough out where drip-dry won’t work. If you’re wearing cotton shorts, you can sometimes get away with it, but I’m not. I’m wearing the work of the devil; aka a dress.
Only joking; actually I’ve kept it on for like almost six hours now and it’s actually pretty comfortable.
Right now I’m sewing the button back onto the dress while it’s still on me. I feel like that’s a new party trick I just learned/made up.
From Little House On The Prairie.
But who’s judging.
Yeah, um. It’s harder than I thought. Never mind.
Not worth the glory or the fame. Or the paparazzi screaming my name outside of everywhere I go.
I’M JUST A PERSON, PEOPLE. EVEN IF I CAN SEW BUTTONS ON MY CLOTHES WHILE STILL WEARING IT. I AM NOT A ZOO.
Alright. Now that the button is fixed, I feel this dress is a little run-of-the-mill, now that it no longer looks like I’m still using it to breastfeed my dog.
Only kidding; I never did that. I gave him formula.
Alright I’m going into the shower because showers are AWESOME and showers are GREAT. And sometimes I forget that showers await for me at the end of the day, like a magical pot of gold and it really makes me excited when I remember that they exist. So I am off to happy places AND I HOPE THAT YOU ARE TOO.
❤ ❤ ❤ BADABING BADABOO