I’ve been having some crazy (awesome) experiences that have kind of taken my breath away, and in a weird way, I just want to focus on them for awhile but maybe, who knows how long that could be. I’m just kind of being blown away with some of the things I have learned and like, seeing them happen in my life, slowly but surely and bit by bit and gaining momentum, these things keep happening where I feel like I’ve tapped into something and I’m not sure what it is, but it’s like the other side of a curtain that I’ve HEARD existed but never really KNEW or saw as fully or as much as I am experiencing now and it’s difficult to explain, but anyway, THANK you for reading. THANK you for commenting.
Every time one of you comments, I’m like, blown away that you took the time to do it. Honestly. And every time one of you is on here and reads something, that means a lot to me. Not because I am saying anything important, but just that someone is connecting with me on some level of my mind on some level with theirs.
That means everything to me. Me being connected with me, and me being connected with others, with you. But mostly, me being connected with me. But the more I connect with me, the more I connect with others, too.
There’s no way for me to describe the things that have been happening, and I know they’ll become more and more. The one thing I hope to ever share with you, besides maybe making you laugh and see something in a new and cool way, or a positive way, or let you know that I agree with you and I see it that way, too, but I think the most important thing that any human being can learn in their life, is that their thoughts CREATE things, that their THINKING creates their world, and that what they want DOES matter. That their dreams DO matter, and that their deepest, truest desires are known by the universe.
I think that any happiness anyone feels, is ultimately some form of seeing agreement with that, and any other emotion you feel that isn’t happy, is you not feeling agreement with it. So for me, no matter what it is that YOU want, I think the key to a happy life is knowing how to get it. Not because things matter, but because YOU matter, and because what YOU desire matters, and because you have more power than you have ever (likely) heretofore known.
And besides, hearing about someone else’s experience, you know, I can have THE SEEMINGLY MOST MINUTE thing happen to me, and it can LITERALLY blow my mind, because of the timing or the specificity of it, and the way that it helps me know that I am worthy and I am loved and that I am on the trail of my dreams, but to you, it might mean nothing at all. And vice versa. So I won’t spend my time here (or yours!!!) expounding upon any of that, but right now I’m just kinda bipping along and having fun and focusing on some different things and “realizing things” and I hope that you are, too.
I hope you’re doing whatever makes you happy, makes you feel free, brings you joy. I hope you are making decisions in favor of you and leading with your heart and your truest and deepest desires. I hope you are holding yourself to the HIGHEST echelon of esteem and favor in your own eyes, in the highest dignity and respect and love that you can hold for anyone on this planet.
I hope that you are honoring your desires and taking them seriously (not TOO seriously, but you are acknowledging them and validating them within yourself, no matter how “unrealistic” they seem).
But the best I can do for anyone, including you, but especially me, is just be doing all that for myself, and let myself live as an example for the world. Because the truth of the matter is, we are all living, breathing examples of SOMETHING, just by virtue of our very existence.
I think life gets really fun when we allow ourselves to want what we want because when we want what we want, we become who we are; we come out of the closet to ourselves. When we no longer hold ourselves down with limiting beliefs (all limiting beliefs are only ever self-limiting ones) then there is NO limit to what we can achieve. I am seeing and learning that now within my own life and things are picking up speed in many directions and I feel so fortunate and also I know I AM NOT special, and it’s accessible to anyone else and everyone else, and that’s why I love sharing it with you.
Something I have had to let myself do, is give IN to my desires and to LITERALLY come out of the closet with myself on SO MANY THINGS that I genuinely want. And it’s always-changing; it’s an ever-evolving thing. It’s like a holographic prism. But there are some things that stay more steady and staid than others, and there are some things I’m open to finding more and more clarity on, and it’s all, inherently good.
I think the biggest thing I am learning, and this is something that is really cool and I think it may be THE thing, is just letting yourself want what you want, and not getting in your own way, and giving it out to the universe and saying, ‘Okay, universe, this is what I want, send it back to me how you can, and thanks.’ and kind of letting go, and trusting in that, but ACKNOWLEDGING to yourself that you want whatever you want, and it’s almost like being naked in front of yourself, to be really real and just say, “Yeah, I want that.” And no if’s, or but’s. Just “Yes. I want it. And thanks.”
Admitting it to yourself is the FIRST AND ONLY STEP. ADMITTING IT TO YOURSELF. IF YOU CAN’T EVEN ADMIT IT TO YOURSELF, THEN HOW ARE YOU GOING TO LIVE IT OUT INTO THE WORLD? How are you going to allow yourself to manifest it, if you won’t even look yourself straight in the eye about it? I truly think admitting to yourself what you desire, and gently coming on board with agreement with yourself that you can have it, that you know you are worthy and that you can have it because you can have anything in this entire universe that you want, is the key. (Did you get all that?) HAHAHA.
Just letting yourself go with your own flow and not blocking it with feelings of unworthiness or any other kind of self-limiting belief.
Let yourself feel worthy, let yourself feel loved (you are both, always) and let yourself want what it is you want, without getting in the way. Want what you want and let yourself go. It’s coming to you, as long as you can feel relaxed and believing about it.
Alright that is all for now. I hope you sleep SO incredibly well. Thank you for your friendship over screens! It is much appreciated; you guys are awesome.
ALL THE LOVE sleep tight and sweet dreams 🙂 🙂 🙂 ❤ ❤ ❤